After posting last night, I attempted to have some of the vodka I had here. I had two shots, but it felt so "forced" that I wasn't really interested in it. It tasted different, as well, which I thought was very strange. I finished off one beer and opened another, which is still full this morning. I went to bed last night because the thought of drinking more wasn't appealing and I was tired. There have been times where I have forced myself to stay awake to drink more.
This morning, I feel fine. I should be a wreck. My confidence in this program has skyrocketed because I'm seeing actual results. I know it's a long-term treatment that will take up to six months, but these early results are incredibly promising. I know I will end up with a permanent solution to my problem. This stuff is life changing.
UPDATE:
Later on today, I took Nal and had one beer with the neighbors around 2:00PM before taking my boat out. I had one at about 5:00PM before leaving and one at about 7:30PM while out on the water. When I got back, I one at about 10:30PM and another at about 12:30AM and called it a night. I didn't feel the need for any more than that, but that could be down to the fact that I was out on the water, and never drink much while I'm sailing so I can keep my wits about me.
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